Songs About Grief

I was driving down the road picked up my phone to calI and just like that remembered you were gone. All the memories come rushing back to me. Sitting at the dining table doing jigsaw puzzles kids birthday parties and them blowing bubbles with endless smiles. Think about you all the time. I Shake my head I miss you dear. Just can't believe that your not here. It's like a popped bubble missing piece to a puzzle. Sittin here lonesome by myself pictures on the walls and all the shelves. Precious memories of our family. Your always in my heart and I have few regrets. We saw each other through the worst and best with endless smiles, think about you all the time. I get in bed around eleven lay there wonder what your doing in heaven. My hearts so troubled missing piece to a puzzle. Sometimes your beside me gentle in my dreams. I hear your sweet voice and see your angels's wings. I was driving down the road picked up my phone to calI and just like that remembered you were gone. All the memories come rushing back to me. Sitting at the dining table doing jigsaw puzzles kids birthday parties and them blowing bubbles with endless smiles. Think about you all the time. I Shake my head I miss you dear. Just can't believe that your not here. It's like a popped bubble missing piece to a puzzle. It's like a popped bubble missing piece to a puzzle. It's like a popped bubble missing piece to a puzzle.

Feathers Brush My Heart (Title Track)

(In Memory Of My Sweet Wife Jerri Rachelle Meder Muller)

Feathers brush my heart I see you in my dreams. A thousand points of light that heal eternally.Turns my pain to tears of joy to know that you have angels wings. I can let go of your hand because I hear the angels sing. We love with all our heart let go of all our fears. When our time has come and gone so many loving years. To find the courage to go on. To know that some day that we'll have wings. The hope and faith to live our lives because we hear the angels sing. Love opens up the sky and feathers they come down. For each tear that we have cried and every love that's lost and foun . Feathers brush my heart I can see you in my dreams. A thousand point of light that heal eternally. Turns my pain to tears of joy to know that you have angels wings. I can let go of your hand because I hear the angels sing. We'll never be apart your feathers brush my heart.

One Foot In The Past

Headlights coming at me as I'm riding down the road. Moonlight shining on the lake calling to my soul. Sun goes down behind me another day comes to an end. Feel my heart so heavy I miss my best friend. I've got one foot in the future moving on to find my way. One foot in the past can't get out of my own way. I'm lost somewhere in between long as memories of you last. I've got one foot in the future one foot in the past. Sometimes I see the Lord's hand in the clouds and I remember what you said. Each evening God paints a masterpiece of orange pink and red. Each sunset pulls me forward our love pulls me back, and I'm lost somewhere in between The future and our past. I will always love you I have no regrets. My heart always remembers won't let my mind forget. I've got one foot in the future moving on to find my way. One foot in the past can't get out of my own way. And I'm lost somewhere in between long as memories of you last. I've got one foot in the future one foot in the past. I'm lost somewhere in between long as memories of you last. I've got one foot in the future one foot in the past I've got one foot in the future one foot in the past.

I Need To Let Go

Deep in my soul I feel the call of the ocean. Smell of the salt on the breeze. Deep in my heart I still feel the devotion feel your spirit calling me. Moon is high as the sun goes down. God paints the sky all around me. I feel the love, pain and joy and the beauty that surrounds me. I need to let go to find joy in life again. I need to let go this is not goodbye my friend. I need to let go even though we are apart. I need to let go your love is always in my heart. As the moon goes down over the ocean stars are all around me. The earth it moves in forward motion. The beauty it astounds me. Deep in my soul feel the call of the ocean. Smell of the salt on the breeze.

Another Trip Around The Sun

I wasn't sure that night. I prayed and I asked God why? For so long she was the purpose in my life. Our Father took home my loving wife. For months I struggled to understand. Pain in my heart made me a humbled man. Each day I try to do the best I can. The rest I putin God's loving hands. So many months went by cried almost every night. Was so empty when day was done. Hardest year was that first trip around the sun. It's a miracle time has healed my soul. Yet in my heart they'll always be a hole . Memories of our love brings a smile. My music has helped me to survive. So many years gone by no longer ask why. Get on my knees when day is done. The hardest year was that trip around the sun. Get on my knees when day is done. Thank God for another trip around the sun. Thank God for another trip around the sun.

In My Momma's Eyes

(In Memory Of My Mom Margaret Papelian)

I walked in the room she smiled ear to ear. I hadn't seen my Momma in a couple of years. I kneeled at her chairside put her hand in mine. She looked straight at me she said it's about time. She taught me to love she taught me to fight. Without saying a word taught me wrong from right. She stood by me through my darkest of times. I looked at her as have all my life. I can still see the love in my Momma's eyes. Took a bus to the city when I was a child. Crossing the street she said hold my hand tight. Here we are now at the end of her life. Don't want to let go as she closes her eyes. She taught me to love taught me to fight. Without saying a word taught me wrong from right. She stood by me through my darkest of times. I looked at her as I have all my life. I can still see the love in my Momma's eyes. I can still see the love in my Momma's eyes.

Down Below

(In Memory Of My Grandpa Garabed Papelian)

We are the fruit of the garden. We are the roots of the old plum tree. We are the children of God whose spirit was captured in the life of the man that planted our seeds. Down below down below. Go in peace and in truth and in love to the garden that grows. Down below down below. Our roots are steadfastedly planted in the garden that grows down below. The hands of the man we'll remember forever. His powerful grip is one that's remembered by all. God bless the man for trying to be honest. Though bitterness tore his heart for those that did fall. Down below down below. Go in peace and truth and in love to the garden that grows. Down below down below. Our roots are steadfastedly planted in the garden that grows down below. So we say our farewell as we enter the springtime. And the land it will rest now though the roots remain deep in the ground. And the man that we love has returned to his maker. He stays in our hearts for all things they will come back around. Down below down below. Go in peace and in truth and in love to the garden that grows. Down below down below. Our roots are steadfastedly planted in the garden that grows down below. Our roots are steadfastedly planted in the garden that grows down below.

Momma's Old Rocking Chair

Baby I know what's on your heart and mind. I can see the hurt and pain in your eyes. Girl you can't hide that empty stare. Sitting there in your Momma's old rocking chair. Baby cry tears of a child. Comforting and wise she touched all of our lives. The love she gave still remains. Things will never be the same. Sitting there in your Momma's old rocking chair. Baby I know sometimes life feels unkind. Longing to turn back time. The warmth of her hug her gentle hand touching your heart like only your Momma can. Close your eyes baby sleep and pray that your Momma comes into your dreams. Baby cry tears of a child. Comforting and wise she touched all of our lives. The love she gave still remains. Things will never be the same. Sitting there in your Momma's old rocking chair. Sitting there in your Momma's old rocking chair. Sitting there in your Momma's old rocking chair.

Find all of my songs @ www.ChuckFrederickSongs.com